Last night some amazing people reminded me what...
Thank you guys for making me smile more than I have in weeks :)
I'm so cool.
Laying under the covers with the lights off, watching Carrie with my cat. I forgot how disturbing this movie is. I feel so bad for Carrie because her mother is a crazy bitch. I can’t help but see small similarities between Carrie’s mother and my own mother. Now I realize I’m being very over dramatic right now, but just take a second to think about it. If you are close enough to...
LOL at my eating habits.
So this was din din tonight: A piece of cheesecake (brownie bottom, to be more specific) Two bowls of rice crispies The two (rough estimate) cups of sugar I poured on my crispies Some stale ritz crackers Part of an orange (my feeble attempt at healthy choices!) D’OH.
I miss him so much.
I need to go back to counseling.
I know I’ve gotten better dealing with my depression and my irrational fears and I wish I could be proud of myself for this, but it’s hard when I have a bad day and can’t get out of my own head. I get so afraid sometimes. Afraid of losing people I love, afraid of not being enough, afraid of being forgotten or replaced, afraid of everything and nothing. Some days it really affects...
Someone's making me want to write again.
I’ve never been able to look into someone’s eyes and see so much. And I’ve never wanted forever with anyone until you. I’m awake and mobile for the first time in my life, moving forward and not looking back. No longer regretting the past because this moment right now with you is all I need.
I never ever want to be like my parents. Ever.
Taco/ Four Loko night tonight! Ow ow!
I am awake and it's 6 am.
Time to suck today’s dick!
Really irritated right now.